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"This is a photo that I painted over. Roberts Western World is a famous
Honky Tonk bar located in downtown Nashville. It is well known among the "insider" crowd of music aficionados for discovering
new talent in the country music field."
~Ed Rode, photographer
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Laura Sobbott Ross
Chasing Ghosts in Charleston
Across
cobblestones too notched
and pebbled
for meandering,
the tour
guide gives us the reason why
there
are so many lost souls here.
Tragedy, he says.
His mouth
forms the word
the way
fever and high water
divide
the spirit, sudden and startled
from it’s
bones, leaving it to wander
and hold
to grief like a stillborn baby,
or the
limpets encrusting ancient seawalls.
There
is music in the air and the cadence
of lit
windows down every storied block.
The clattering
of glass and silver and footsteps
stirs
the dead air from the corners like a chime.
Tourists
still lose earrings while trekking
through
the old jail and take pictures in graveyards
at night,
hoping for a smudge beyond
the camera
lens to manifest into the ghosts
of squandered
fortunes and consumption,
lovers
lost when the mouths of cannons
were still
rimmed in smoke and gunpowder.
We pass
a crypt that suffocated a child
awakened
from a coma
and headstones
jostled by earthquakes.
There
is a bed that was buried whole
with the
woman who died in it.
Four carved
posts still spire from the grave
because
no one had wanted to touch
what they
could not define.
And another
soul was left to rise
from beneath
her sheets,
and remember,
and remember, and remember,
as if
longing were a state of eternal limbo,
beneath
the sway of gray moss in trees.
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Smoke and Angels
My father
kept German Shepherds,
dogs named
for gods and kings
kneeling
at his side in old photographs.
How exquisite
the residue of tobacco leaf
where
his fingers stroked their throats
and eager
offerings of underbelly.
My father's
scent defied wind. Ethereal
as smoke,
it was a cell in every blade of grass,
a howl
in a wilderness ancient as blood to which
those
fierce and nodding dogs would acquiesce.
We, the
yellow haired children of the house
tottered
between the hierarchy of dog to man,
became
the sweet burden of early morning walks,
unearthed
bones nosed beneath banana trees,
trampled
the hibiscus with comprehending eyes
and drooling
mouths and were never scolded for it.
Those
dogs granted us an inroad, were satisfied
with the
bits of barbequed meat tossed their way,
charred
the way my father liked it.
They moved
like cloud shadows across the patio,
dozed
warm as sunlight on the cushions.
Where
we they when he died?
Some green,
green place without fences—
sniffing
out the scent of Bolivar cigars.
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Oscar, the Death Cat
Inspired from an article in the New England Journal of Medicine about a cat that seems to be able to predict the death of patients.
If they
had awakened, they might have remembered
a trail
of tiny footsteps flowering the hallway
and a
certainty beyond soft music,
dimmed
lights, aromatherapy, intravenous tubes.
There
was something poised there, as if to divine
the twilight
from the room. It was whisker-thin,
exquisitely
kinesthetic— a shaft of light so ticklish
it might
have gleaned a reflex from beneath
their
blue-white skin. Who knew death wore a bell,
had green
eyes, or an underbelly as creamy as a patch of sun?
And there
was that sound, yes that particular sound,
somewhere
between fire in a hearth and falling snow—
how it
whirred and nuzzled and lulled like a spell
under
which they would each fall in due time—
breathlessly,
into the murmuring softness
that curled
around them like a downy nest,
growing
warmer as they fell deeper—
past the
emerald portals,
the sandpapery
effacement of darkness,
into the
vast, silken furor of goodbye.
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Laura Sobbott Ross is a freelance architectural designer. She was recently
nominated for a 2007 Pushcart Prize, and has poetry published in New Millennium Writings, The Arkansas Review, The White
Pelican Review, Kalliope, The Caribbean Writer, and the Baker's Dozen Literary Review, among others. She has poems forthcoming in The Sow's Ear
Poetry Review, Wild Violet and The
William and Mary Review. She also placed first for poetry in the 2006 Mount
Dora, Florida Literary Festival and the Great Blue Beacon.
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Scott Owens
13 Ways of Jars
1
Quart jars lined the shelves
around the kitchen, mouths
open, waiting to be filled.
2
During the storm the kitchen
became a tempest of jars,
wind pushing everything open,
pulling everything down.
From beneath the table
she watched the floor become
a sheet of shattered glass.
For weeks, touching anything
buried slivers beneath the skin.
3
You stole pennies from her dark
antique jar, buried them
near the well house, drew maps
to buried treasure, 13 cents
your brothers found and you got switched for.
4
He rose early to gather grasshoppers
for fishing, felt the velvet cling of insect legs
as he put them in or pulled them out.
5
She hid here once
where no one else dared
in her father’s hell of jars,
unborn faces of calves
pressed against glass,
tumors, amputated limbs,
gallstones, diseased organs.
They said they never
would have found her
if not for the screaming.
6
He kept the broken mirror
in a jar in the window,
so much glass reflecting light,
prism and starmaker,
seven years worth of luck,
charm against losing his way.
7
This one kept her urine
in jars. This one clipped-off
fingernails, every last tooth,
sixty years of haircuts,
shaved skin of callouses
from hands and feet.
Each one his own peculiar collection.
Each one trying to save himself.
8
He tried saving the earth in jars,
sorted, compacted, stacked
on shelves, ready for consumption.
9
She gathered glass from the shore,
discovered 9 shades of blue,
10 yellows, 15 greens,
fell in love with the names
of glass: cobalt, cornflower,
citron, amber, aquamarine.
She coated windows, lined walls,
filled jars with shattered remains,
built a world that was always shining.
10
Loneliness, I have found a home
for you, put you in a jar to stay
safe and pure, untouched
by any blemish of desire.
11
She saved a jar full of rain
for any dry season she might have,
her own domeworld of wetness.
12
Who could imagine a jar
full of night -- the sound
of a whippoorwill like
blowing over a mouth of glass.
13
You know the jar waits
for the end of things,
the dessication of dreams.
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A graduate of the UNCG MFA program, Scott Owens is the 2008 Visiting Writer at Catawba
Valley Community College.
His first collection of poetry, The Fractured World, is due out from Main Street Rag in August. He is
also author of three chapbooks The Persistence of Faith (1993) from Sandstone Press, The Moon His Only Companion
(CPR, 1994), and Deceptively Like a Sound (Dead Mule, 2008). Scott Owens’ poems have appeared
in Georgia Review, North American Review, Poetry East, Hayden’s Ferry Review, Cimarron Review, Greensboro
Review, Chattahoochee Review, Cream City Review, Beloit Poetry Journal, and Cottonwood,
among others. Born in Greenwood, SC, he now lives in
Hickory, NC, where he teaches
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Nicholas Ozment
About the Type
You know
you hold a serious book
in your
hand when it has a page
in the
back About the Type.
Everything,
it says, about this book
is a work
of well-crafted art,
right
down to the serifs on the letters
that form
the sounds that make the words
that convey
the author's thoughts to you.
About
the Type is ninety-two characters
longer
than About the Author
in the
book I am reading,
so it
must be important,
yet as
I read how the designer interpreted
sixteenth-century
typeface Bodoni
for digital
typesetting
and how
her font design has "classical proportions
with a
strong feeling, softened
by rounded
droplike serifs,"
I feel
ignorant: I have never heard of Bodoni.
I confess
I did not notice the type,
and to
my untrained eye it looked
no different
than the last ten books I read.
I stare
closely at the droplike serifs,
but they
look no more or less droplike
than other
serifs I have slid along
in my
flight for meaning.
If I opened
it side by side with another book,
I'm sure
I would see the difference,
but now
I am wondering
about
all the things I miss
as I speed
through the day:
the care
that went into the shelf
that holds
my books, and the planning
behind
where the stairs would go
in my
two-story house,
and the
thought that went into
the keyboard
that I type this on,
and, outside
my window,
Nature's
design that makes the daylilies
in the
garden bloom,
their
strong feeling softened
by rounded
droplike petals.
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A Dying Poet, Mindful of
His Legacy, to a Visiting Admirer
What should
my last words be—
rhymed
or blank, iambic or free?
Where
is my muse?
<You,
nurse, with all due respect,
are not
her. Yes, you can take
that shit
away. I'm done eating.>
Death
row inmates
get a
better last meal.
What was
I saying?
I haven't
said anything worth
quoting
yet, have I?
The sum
of my thoughts
in this
crystalline moment—
all I
can think of is the bed pan.
No, don't
quote that!
Oh, go
ahead if you must—
the just
and the unjust,
rich and
poor all suffer
the same
ignominies
at death's
door, and all that.
But that
is a tired old theme.
A tired old theme.
My meter's
running out.
Heh. That's
a good one.
Well,
goodbye.
Before
you go, call my muse—
the nurse,
I mean—
back for
me.
I'll meet
you again
(I hope)
in an anthology.
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Nicholas
Ozment teaches English at Winona State University.
His poems have appeared in numerous small-press publications over the past decade. Lately he is smoking CAO Sopranos Boss cigars.
He lives in Minnesota with a wife who does not mind cigar
smoke.
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Jessica Barksdale Inclán
Birthday Fugue
Disturbed
clouds wing the sky, my stomach
roils
with migraine.
Yesterday,
a wet drive up the coast
from a
class I didn’t need.
These
past two months living alone
in a house
my husband wishes I’d never found.
Meanwhile,
two voices, one called Stay, the other Go.
Stay is
heavy, angry, strong, weighing in at three hundred pounds.
Go is
the one with the wicked migraine. She doesn’t
sleep. She drives clutching the steering wheel as if there’s always a storm.
Go appears
to be conscious, but Stay often has no
recollection
of her, forgetting Go for days at a time.
Stay liked
the class, asked questions, walked without an umbrella.
Go slumped
in the corner, turned from the teacher, stared out the gray window.
Go wanted
to leave early, cried in the bathroom.
Stay yanked
her by her scruff, hissed, You’re forty-three.
Leave me alone, Go says every
night to Stay.
You’re ruining my life,
Stay says to Go.
Go rubs
her forehead, moans, asks for help.
Stay rubs
her round belly, demands more cake, more ice cream.
The wind
throws acorns at the house, the car
slicks
up the road. The class is bad. The
candles burn out.
Stay calls
her husband. Go hangs up the phone
No one
remembers anything.
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Dream of Drowning
Not knowing what to grab, I grabbed a man
and then another, their bodies
turning to handles on a sinking boat.
Under water, the fish swam
by. My hair a drift of brown
in the night sea, the moon
a wavery slash of white on my puckered skin.
Can you imagine how sorry I felt for myself, drowning
by no fault of my own—not my storm, not my journey,
not my idea this salt and water and wind―
clutching the handles, the wet wood pulling me under.
Even the moon faded.
Remember the Indian wives, stars of flame
flickering on their husbands burning bodies,
suttees of failure?
Or what about this? Remember the time when there was no boat,
no water, just you on that shore you cast
away from?
Finally, one hand slipped—oh how I missed
the wood against my palm. And no, but no, not the other, and
then it was gone, too.
Did you know a blue whale’s heart is as big
as a Volkswagen?
Did you know that it can submerge for an
hour before needing a breath?
The last of my air bubbles burbled past my eyes.
I hung, wide-eyed, miserable,
so alive even as the bottom feeders
nibbled my shins, even as the whole
of the ocean closed over me, dark and full of stories.
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Jessica Barksdale Inclán is the author of nine novels.
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